<rant> Well I've gone and blown a gasket tonite. I can't stop thinking about this and its making me more upset the more it mulls through my head. I'm currently still on my Provisinal License from the State of SC. There are two ways I can get it perminent. One is taking my NREMTs the second was to take an I-85 class (I know, SC is behind in EMS they should have I-99s). I opted for the second choice. Unfortunatly for me I don't make enough to support myself and pay for the class ($275). My company wont reconize Intermediates thus they wont pay fo the class and the scholarship that I applyed for through the state fell through cause everyone else whos a basic in my company got wind of it and applyed too. 30 people 20 grants and I got the short end. If I had the money to pay for half (which is due tomorrow) I would but I can't. I feel like I hit a brick wall in my goals towards being a Paramdic.
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