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Washed Up Paramedic/ EMT Dropout
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As some of you may have surmised, I went straight from EMT to medic. This, looking back, was a mistake; it was a very fun mistake, but a mistake none the less. My problem has been that I'm very good at school. EMT school was a breeze, so I figured, "Why not go straight to medic? They get more toys!" Medic school was tough only due to time constraints and personal life. I figured work in the field would be an adjustment, but I was prepared to make it my life for time while I learned. I obtained a full-time medic position with a company that I'd done clinicals with, then lost that job due to incompetence driving the ambulance.
What I gathered from the month+ that I spent full time in the field was firstly that I love EMS. I like working with people, I geek medicine; the whole thing was a kid in a candy store type experience. I enjoy dialysis runs, it's that bad.
The second major piece of information was that I wasn't ready, even outside of driving skills. It was good to get to know exactly what is expected of a medic and I believe that I can quickly adjust skills/knowledge-wise. Little things like patient assessment and scene management seem to escape me though. Not horribly so, but especially when under someone's eye, it was a struggle. Bad case of nerves, shall we say.
So at this point, I think that a decent option would be to go volunteer as an EMT for a while. My hometown is really looking for people, and while I live a good twenty minutes away now, I figure I can go sit in town when on call. They have a smaller call volume from what I can tell, but maybe that's for the better. I'm concerned about keeping up my ALS skills, but I'm on my city FD's IFT team and while I haven't actually made any calls yet (it's rather slow), I have access to the rigs and equipment and I can run through stuff there. Maybe even start running IFTs at some point.
Really, my one career goal at this point is to become a good medic. Some days I think I can do it, some days not so much, but I can't make up my mind to give up. As a single young lady with few responsibilities, now is the time to get my stuff together; I'm just rather impatient with my progress.
Advice, thoughts, words of encouragement?
What I gathered from the month+ that I spent full time in the field was firstly that I love EMS. I like working with people, I geek medicine; the whole thing was a kid in a candy store type experience. I enjoy dialysis runs, it's that bad.
The second major piece of information was that I wasn't ready, even outside of driving skills. It was good to get to know exactly what is expected of a medic and I believe that I can quickly adjust skills/knowledge-wise. Little things like patient assessment and scene management seem to escape me though. Not horribly so, but especially when under someone's eye, it was a struggle. Bad case of nerves, shall we say.
So at this point, I think that a decent option would be to go volunteer as an EMT for a while. My hometown is really looking for people, and while I live a good twenty minutes away now, I figure I can go sit in town when on call. They have a smaller call volume from what I can tell, but maybe that's for the better. I'm concerned about keeping up my ALS skills, but I'm on my city FD's IFT team and while I haven't actually made any calls yet (it's rather slow), I have access to the rigs and equipment and I can run through stuff there. Maybe even start running IFTs at some point.
Really, my one career goal at this point is to become a good medic. Some days I think I can do it, some days not so much, but I can't make up my mind to give up. As a single young lady with few responsibilities, now is the time to get my stuff together; I'm just rather impatient with my progress.
Advice, thoughts, words of encouragement?