So I have decided to leave Medic school after this quarter. Well decided is a strong word, most likey I wont be allowed to go back. lol. Which is sorta a relief to me. I know that sounds strange and no I am not planning on quitting forever. But this quarter has been really really hard. I have failed my last 3 test. And My makeups are tomorrow. And while I know understand what I was missing on EKG reading, I just feel that I would be a better medic if I take a step back now, work as an EMT-I, take some refresher courses in A&P and start again in September.
I am so stressed over how far behind I am. Part of it has not been studying. It just sucks because it means I have to push everything back a full year. But I dont want to become a medic who has no idea whats going on. I dont have the confidence when doing trials and I try to avoid being called on.
Im relieved and sick to my stomach at the same time at the thought of walking away for 7 months. But it is either that or be the Frank Burns of EMS
I am so stressed over how far behind I am. Part of it has not been studying. It just sucks because it means I have to push everything back a full year. But I dont want to become a medic who has no idea whats going on. I dont have the confidence when doing trials and I try to avoid being called on.
Im relieved and sick to my stomach at the same time at the thought of walking away for 7 months. But it is either that or be the Frank Burns of EMS