FutureFlightMedic
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Hi Everyone, I am just begining my first Medic job and have been assigned to a very intimidating FTO. I am wondering if it's supposed to go this way? This person gets obviously frustrated with me and occasionally puts me down in front of other professionals on scene. I am really trying my hardest, and giving it my all. I try to do everything my FTO asks of me and always keep a positive attitude, even while being yelled at. It's all just little things, but it seems I CANNOT make this person happy. I have sacrificed so much for this job because being a Paramedic means everything to me, but I am scared and a little sick when thinking about going in each day, because I know it'll be more of the same. I am so afraid this person will try to get me washed out, and I've tried good communication and welcome all the feedback I can get. Other medics in passing tell me I'm doing well. My supervisor said I'm just new, but I'm doing well. My FTO HATES me. At least it feels like it. Some days I come home wondering why I chose this? Please help! :sad: