TM556
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I really need advice and I didn't really know where to ask it but here it goes:
Long story short, I lost both of my parents when I was a kid and I was also in a ****ty foster home. Never really had anyone to show me how to drive and I didn't go out of my way to learn how until I was 22 which was when I finally moved back with family and things settled down a bit. Went to driving school and passed the driving test after I got my EMT cert, then applied to EMS jobs. I've been working with a transport company since June and have been strictly teching. However, I'm being urged to drive by the higher ups but I've been avoiding it. I have never driven an ambulance. I have a total of about 7 hours behind the wheel (with a sedan) and I'm still not confident as a driver. By the way, my company is located in Brooklyn NYC of all places so throw heavy traffic and ******* drivers into the mix. It makes me really anxious because the main experience I was to get out of transport is driving so that I'll be more comfortable by the time I drive Mods working 911. I've been given the opportunity to drive but I really don't want to learn on the job with an ambulance (especially with patients), even though the supervisors don't seem to worry about that. I don't have enough money at the moment to buy a car and pay for insurance so that I can practice a bit - and I'm certain practice and time behind the wheel is all I need. Maybe it's just me doubting myself and I should just drive the bus but I don't want to look like an *** in front of my partner or worse, get into an accident. Any advice guys? Thanks in advance.
Long story short, I lost both of my parents when I was a kid and I was also in a ****ty foster home. Never really had anyone to show me how to drive and I didn't go out of my way to learn how until I was 22 which was when I finally moved back with family and things settled down a bit. Went to driving school and passed the driving test after I got my EMT cert, then applied to EMS jobs. I've been working with a transport company since June and have been strictly teching. However, I'm being urged to drive by the higher ups but I've been avoiding it. I have never driven an ambulance. I have a total of about 7 hours behind the wheel (with a sedan) and I'm still not confident as a driver. By the way, my company is located in Brooklyn NYC of all places so throw heavy traffic and ******* drivers into the mix. It makes me really anxious because the main experience I was to get out of transport is driving so that I'll be more comfortable by the time I drive Mods working 911. I've been given the opportunity to drive but I really don't want to learn on the job with an ambulance (especially with patients), even though the supervisors don't seem to worry about that. I don't have enough money at the moment to buy a car and pay for insurance so that I can practice a bit - and I'm certain practice and time behind the wheel is all I need. Maybe it's just me doubting myself and I should just drive the bus but I don't want to look like an *** in front of my partner or worse, get into an accident. Any advice guys? Thanks in advance.