I am considering becoming an EMT. I have prior law enforcement experience and from time to time I would see some gruesome scenes. It didn't bother me much but I didn't actually have to work on the person, like I would as an EMT. I guess I won't know if I can do it until I try but I'm wondering what it was like for you guys at first, when you first started responding to intense trauma scenes. Is it something you just get used to after a while? Did it never bother you to begin with? Please share your thoughts.