i had my first "bad call" as a paramedic friday and have been unable to sleep much or eat much. 2 doa's, a 10-month old pronounced at hospital, and a 10 y/o with amputation of right arm in stable condition. ive ran the call by experienced medics who said i did everything they would have done. ive ran pedi codes as a basic and they bothered me but not like this. the whole call felt odd and ive been to the wreck site twice and replayed it in my head and i know i froze for a sec when i saw the baby. i know ill get past this but i just need help getting over the hump, any suggestions.