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Wow, how quickly I forget the emo crap that happened when I used to push a rig.... So, there I was, 0530 on my way to work (working in SEA now, just incase you were wondering), complaining about life, feeling glad it was Friday, just having dropped the kids off a the ex-wife's house, just got done telling her my opinion of finding my daughters' kitten outside (he's an inside kitten), starting my first cup of coffee, fighting traffic, taking my normal route. Up ahead fire engines were pulling up, and police cars just arrived, one officer had just lit a flare. I looked over as I passed, just as they pulled the white sheet, the pt's blood was soaking into the cover. It was a jumper. In that minute everything else seemed completely unimportant, the stress of leading a team, my personal issues, that I need to change the oil in my truck, that the kitten was left outside all night, the fact that I have to fire someone today, it all just melted away. I realized in that split second, that no problem is too big to deal with, nothing is more important than living and getting over it. This was definitely not my first successful SI, but it's been a while and I guess over time, you just forget. I read a quote today that just stuck with me, so I guess I'll share it with you now....
"It will all be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end"
"It will all be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end"