I am a firm believer that if one wants something bad enough, they will stop at nothing to get it. I can tell by your screen name that you have goals. Don't let anything stop you from reaching that goal. It's like I always say... "it's not about how fast you get to the top, but it is what you learn on the way!" I know it is disapointing, but just think of how much stronger you will be the next time you go through it. Another one of my favorite sayings is "it is in our weakness we become stronger". It's like lifting weights. When you first start lifting, you get sore and you feel like you are going no where. If you can get past the soreness, you can and will reach your goals if you stick with it. You, my friend will be a stronger medic than most, because you want it so bad, and will pt forth the extra effort to get it.
So don't give up. Just chalk it up to one of life's hurtles you have to go through to get what you want. I am a black belt in Tae-Kwon-Do. I look at every obsticle in life as comparison to breaking boards. You can't break boards by looking at the boards, you must focus through the boards. My first Black belt test I went all the way through a 4 hour physical driven test. I had to do everything I've ever learned continuiously without setting down. No water break, no nothing. When you changed into sparring gear, you couldn't set, you had to change it while you were standing. When it came time to break my boards at the end, I had 3 one inch boards to break with a side kick, 3 to break with a round house, and 2 to break with either a punch or a knife hand (chop). I got through all the breaks up to the punch. When I did my punch, I messed up my hand. I switched to knife hand, and didn't break because of the pain. I failed. I had to wait another 6 months before I could retest for that one little break. Let me tell you. In my weakness of that hand board break, I worked at it and worked at it, and that became my strongest skill. I got my black belt with the first try at breaking those boards the next time. After that, I went around to tourniments and won awards for breaking with my hand. I started adding more boards to the technique. I said all that to say this...you focus through this class. Don't give up. Take this time to perfect your skills and make your weakness your stringth!! You will go far!!!
Good luck! You better not quit! This does not make you a bad provider, yet it will make you a much better provider because you are hungrey for it!!!
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