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So firstly, I just want to say I mean no arrogance in this post, but there is definitely two types of people in EMS.. The eager rookie / slow paced rural / volunteer EMT, and the seasoned 10+ year paramedic who has worked in a big city and been in the :censored::censored::censored::censored:. The first is more than eager to tell you awesome stories about their EMS experience, and the latter is more likely to look at you with a coy look when asked "whats the craziest thing you've ever seen?" Because the "Craziest things they've seen" is something they have to cope with and deal with for the rest of their lives.
I'm getting alot closer to the latter, in a couple years I'll be the 10+ year big city medic, and I just want to hear from some of the seasoned people there thoughts on the long term aspects of personal health, and mental health in EMS.
I remember hearing or reading about some article that said the suicide rate in the general population is something like 1/5000 and the suicide rate among paramedics is like 1/1200, a senior paramedic in my service once said at a debriefing, that the first 5-10 years is easy, and nothing bothers you... but emotionally we all have a bucket of different sizes, and every :censored::censored::censored::censored:ty call is 1 more drop in the bucket, and slowly but surely over time that bucket begins to overflow.
I'n the last few years, I've seen pediatric hangings, shootings, stabbings, brutal home invasion murders, informed multiple loved ones that their family member has died, infant codes, palliative cancer patients punch their ticket, had colleagues die, late trips, early calls, barely a chance to pee, eaten the majority of meals cold out of the truck, or had the awesome options of 7/11, or mcdonalds for night shift meals.
I feel like its slowly but surely stacking up, I've gained wait, I have alot less faith in humanity, my compassion is a shadow of its former self, and although I'll admit truthfully I'm nowhere near being an alcoholic, I definitely drink ALOT more than I did few a years ago lol.
There seems to be two types of vets in my service with 20 plus years working in a big city... The insane, burned out, chewed up and worn out paramedics, and the paramedic that somehow is still a cool well balanced individual. Unfortunately the latter seems very few and far between.
How do you keep yourself together after a decade or more in EMS?
I'm getting alot closer to the latter, in a couple years I'll be the 10+ year big city medic, and I just want to hear from some of the seasoned people there thoughts on the long term aspects of personal health, and mental health in EMS.
I remember hearing or reading about some article that said the suicide rate in the general population is something like 1/5000 and the suicide rate among paramedics is like 1/1200, a senior paramedic in my service once said at a debriefing, that the first 5-10 years is easy, and nothing bothers you... but emotionally we all have a bucket of different sizes, and every :censored::censored::censored::censored:ty call is 1 more drop in the bucket, and slowly but surely over time that bucket begins to overflow.
I'n the last few years, I've seen pediatric hangings, shootings, stabbings, brutal home invasion murders, informed multiple loved ones that their family member has died, infant codes, palliative cancer patients punch their ticket, had colleagues die, late trips, early calls, barely a chance to pee, eaten the majority of meals cold out of the truck, or had the awesome options of 7/11, or mcdonalds for night shift meals.
I feel like its slowly but surely stacking up, I've gained wait, I have alot less faith in humanity, my compassion is a shadow of its former self, and although I'll admit truthfully I'm nowhere near being an alcoholic, I definitely drink ALOT more than I did few a years ago lol.
There seems to be two types of vets in my service with 20 plus years working in a big city... The insane, burned out, chewed up and worn out paramedics, and the paramedic that somehow is still a cool well balanced individual. Unfortunately the latter seems very few and far between.
How do you keep yourself together after a decade or more in EMS?