the 100% directionless thread

[Seirende]

Today is the one-year anniversary of the day that I finally told a counselor that I wanted to kill myself. Took a lot of courage and some support from a good friend, but it broke the back of the beast living in my head and I made it to another birthday.

 

[EMT2015]

Today is the one-year anniversary of the day that I finally told a counselor that I wanted to kill myself. Took a lot of courage and some support from a good friend, but it broke the back of the beast living in my head and I made it to another birthday.

That is awesome that you had the courage to do that. As someone who's just learning how to deal with depression and went through the same thing as you just about 3 months ago, I know how hard it can be to find the courage to reach out for help. In my case, I ended up talking with some cops who I know pretty well.

 

[Seirende]

As someone who's just learning how to deal with depression and went through the same thing as you just about 3 months ago, I know how hard it can be to find the courage to reach out for help. In my case, I ended up talking with some cops who I know pretty well.

I am glad that you have support and I wish you wellbeing. I'm becoming more educated, finding more resources, and sharing more with my friends over time. There's light in the tunnel, even if I don't see an end right now.

 

[ViolynEMT]

And I'm here for both of you!!!!!

 

[EMT2015]

And I'm here for both of you!!!!!

Thanks V!

 

[NomadicMedic]

Someday I'll be able to talk to someone.

 

[Seirende]

DE, what's going on?

 

[ViolynEMT]

Someday I'll be able to talk to someone.

Awwww, DE, you know I'm there for you, too! heehee

 

[EMT2015]

Someday I'll be able to talk to someone.

We are always here for you.

 

[Akulahawk]

Someday I'll be able to talk to someone.

This is my diagnosis of DE's problem...

Oh, and DE....

 

[DesertMedic66]

I have friends posting on Facebook about how they can't sleep because they keep hearing the sirens of the first responders who responded to the shooting in San Bernardino in their minds. These people had no role in the incident and were miles away from the incident. Too bad they have no idea what the first responders had to see and deal with.

 

[Carlos Danger]

I have friends posting on Facebook about how they can't sleep because they keep hearing the sirens of the first responders who responded to the shooting in San Bernardino in their minds. These people had no role in the incident and were miles away from the incident. Too bad they have no idea what the first responders had to see and deal with.

These days everyone wants to be a part of the drama, and everyone wants to be a victim.

 

[NomadicMedic]

Sorry all. Didn't mean to just throw that out there. I have a therapist... Some days it just doesn't help much.

 

[EMT2015]

Sorry all. Didn't mean to just throw that out there. I have a therapist... Some days it just doesn't help much.

I know exactly how you feel. It's hard, but I have faith you'll pull through it and it'll make you a stronger person!

 

[Ewok Jerky]

Too bad they have no idea what the first responders had to see and deal with.

Going to school in, and living around Boston in the days after the marathon bombing was terrifying. It's called terrorism for a reason. Give people a break these are scary times and poeole deal with anxiety in different ways.

 

[ViolynEMT]

Sorry all. Didn't mean to just throw that out there. I have a therapist... Some days it just doesn't help much.

 

[Seirende]

Sorry all. Didn't mean to just throw that out there. I have a therapist... Some days it just doesn't help much.

Apologies are completely superfluous.





*tacklehugglomp*

 

[cruiseforever]

<----- Had to put my horse down earlier this week. It was a great time with him.

 

[ViolynEMT]

<----- Had to put my horse down earlier this week. It was a great time with him.

Wow. Really sorry!

 

[CALEMT]

Well the Christmas lights are up without me falling off the ladder and killing myself.