I think I know how you feel. I told my boss of 32 years that the job was no longer fun. I retired from that service and moved to my hobby farm three years ago. I got another medic job at the local service that has an acute shortage of medics and EMTs. It's really different than my metro job...
Here is a recap of the incident.
https://www.startribune.com/without-warning-man-who-killed-2-burnsville-officers-and-paramedic-fired-100-plus-rounds-bca-says/600345415/
I was fallowing a semi-truck when two tires came off the trailer on the freeway. One crossed the median and almost hit a car and thankfully the other one went into the ditch. It's incredible how far they went with the truck doing 70 mph.