Fry14MN
Security Officer/Dispatcher/FR
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I am a Security Officer and Dispatcher at a very large hospital and today was a particularly rough day for me. The ER was packed to capacity with patients and several we had to call codes for. But there was one patient specifically that pulled at my heart. She was an older lady that was there because she truly wanted help and was scared with all the commotion going on. She was NOT a patient we had to call a code for, she was just scared. She happened to come in about 45 minutes before the end of my shift and as I was leaving she was begging me to not leave her; she was holding my hand and crying. At the time she came in we also had 3 ambulances bring patients back that were already restrained and combative so naturally they had the majority of our attention.
I guess what I am getting at is I feel bad for leaving her. She felt safe with me there and I couldn't stay.Of course she is safe with the nurses and doctors but how do you "let go" of those special patients that pull at your heart.
I guess what I am getting at is I feel bad for leaving her. She felt safe with me there and I couldn't stay.Of course she is safe with the nurses and doctors but how do you "let go" of those special patients that pull at your heart.